Dear ___,

you know, yesterday was the first time we went a whole day without talking to each other. and im actually taking the time to write this because i know youll read my damn blog. hahaha; i called a few times, sent a few texts but you know... at the end of the day i kind of really broke down. yes yes, i cried. -_____-; because you mean that much to me but i guess it doesnt matter anymore. you hate me right? well i am sorry. im sorry that you wont pick up my phone calls or reply to my texts. im also sorry because this really isnt what i wanted, but its too late now right? i didnt mean what i said to you on the phone. i said it out of anger because you kept on ... i dont know... trying to change the way i think. you were wrong to do that, but of course i made alot of mistakes too. maybe its better if i just shut up for the rest of my life. you would like that right?