Stupid

But still sometimes I can’t believe you’re real, it’s just that I’ve got diamonds in my eyes for you.

I wish I could sleep more, have more energy, be more polite, humane, and "flowy".
I look at myself at times and wonder if I'll ever be someone I'm content with.
Sometimes, being spontaneous isn't that bad. Right?
And sometimes, I feel like the best person alive.
Sometimes I think I deserve to hold my head higher than others.
Maybe God put a little something in me too.
But who am I kidding.

Why can't I see myself others see me?

I'm Eunice, ordinary, unoriginal. "Neglected & abused". Small, terrified, unconfident, pessimistic, ignorant, different.

Story Of The Day:FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY OMG OMG OMG OH EM GEEEE! Matt Lee absolutely ADORES Fridays. His Friday was pretty sweet too. It all started when he woke up on time. When Matt woke up, he did his thang and left his house without any trouble. Wow. It even shocked him that he did all that without feeling tired. When he got to school, he went to the library. He needed to finish some work he need to do. It didnt take much time but he finished. He felt good. It was a great way to start off the end of the week. In school, Matt worked and worked until he could work no longer. His brain was fried from learning so much. No sleep for Matt today. As much as he tried to fall asleep in class, it didnt happen. Matt's senioritis was slowly going away. Hooray! Well, nothing special happened in his classes. Matt just learned a lot more than he usually does. He kinda liked it. wtf? The school day was coming to an end. In his last class, Accounting, his teacher thought it was be nice if he let all the kids just cheeeeel. It was very nice of him to do that. Matt got on his assigned computer and did some stuff. Now, dont get the wrong idea. Matt didnt watch porn. He doesnt watch porn because he's not a porn watcher. Anyways, he started playing Tetris in class. All his classmates were so fascinated by it. One by one, little boys and girls "challenged" Matt to a game of Tetris. They played, they lost. Matt totally schooled them. Matt doesnt like to brag but he's quite pro at Tetris. So yea, that was his day in school today. Learned, ate, Tetris. Funerific. On the way home, some fat white girl that never rides the bus home rode the bus. Apparently it was her birthday. She wanted people to sing happy birthday to her. Matt laughed and listened to music. No one sang for her. The girl cried. It was ridiculous. Matt laughed again. She heard him laugh and went ape shit on him. Matt kept laughing because the girl looked so funny with her angry face. Matt wasnt scared or anything. This little girl was a freshman. Pffft. Freshmans got nothin fool! Yea, five minutes passed by, the girl gave up on her little rant about how its rude to laugh at someone or something like that. The bus ride was over, Matt got off the bus and went home. When he got in his house, he saw his dad totally knocked out on the couch. He tip-toed his way to his basement and got on his computer. He got on facebook and started writing a story to Eunice. He wrote it really early because he has to go to church soon. Mm hmm. So, heres your story nigg. ~THE END~Fact of the day : Matt Lee will talk to Eunice a LOT very soon. :D

Fact Of The Day: My beau dances like a hoe.