I had a dream today, I wanted to post it before I leave, before I forget.
Hopefully so I don't have to remember it throughout my day.
We were in the lobby, same as usual, you said you had to leave early because of something.
You gve me that smile, and waved, I waved back.
You gave off a sigh, saying this was so awkward.
Before I knew it, we were hugging.
I was dumbstruck, and by that point, I knew it was a dream.
All you could say was, "I'm sorry."
In the only place I could escape reality, it still hurt me the same.
I didn't know what to say to your apology, except for that "it's okay."
What other response could I possibly have to that?
Even if you say it to me in person, I have no remark except for "why?"
Yes I feel shattered, betrayed maybe, hurt, lost, confused...
But I don't hate you nor want you to feel bad about it.
But the hug was one of those deep meaningful ones,
where you just forget to let go...
You said something softly to me, and kissed me on the top of my head.
Then I woke up, knowing it'll only be a dream, a part of my dreams,
or of something I once knew.
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