Really, my existence is fairly straight foward. You've become vitiated; inconsolable. My eminence over you seems casual, doesn't it? We're peers, possibly I can still label you as a friend... If you behave. Your vehement efforts are causing you to stumble over your own words and fall into your own stories. Try fathoming the truth and feeling the impulse of honesty.
Very unfortunate.. of you that is.